Saturday, June 17, 2006

teckyang just wants the best.

the night is suffused with dark shades of grey, its frail beauty a stark contrast to the morning sky. the wind hummed a therapeutic melody and not far away, the leaves of the trees rustled in approval - hardly conspicuous their conversation was, but certainly sufficient to whisper of untold tales.

as humans, we are in many ways similar to the leaves of the trees; in an appropriate situation and under the influence of enthusiastic cajoling, we'll speak of our not-entirely-dignified secrets and allow our hearts to unfurl from its then hardened state.

i'll like to be naked with my emotions, and share explicitly of the struggles im facing to friends around me, but it is not possible.
ploughing through the soil of my heart, i discovered a distintive trait - the soil only permit specific seeds to grow and thrive. in the same way, i only trust and share my wildest secrets to specific friends.

to the friends mentioned above, ive a small request. like how i bared my heart, i sincerely await the reciprocative sharing of yours. the time to remove the inscrutable mask has come, it is now.
im afriad that one way sharing will lead to the dilution of our friendship, eventually driving us towards the road of disintegration. i do not wish to face this possibilitly and so decided to preempt such an eventuality by imploring my friends to be less secretive.

i ask not of a sub-standard relationship, but the best.
share, speak and do life together.

--check back in a few days time, i'll be blogging again.